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About Me Member Procrastinator Basak18/Female/Germany Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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  • Current Residence: Abazatown/Germany/Turkey
  • Interests: Music, Languages, Chocolate, Scandinavia
  • Favourite movie: something like Angels and Demons XD
  • Favourite band or musician: HIM, Nightwish, Poisonblack,MCR,Xtina,FOB,PATD,Sentenced
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock,Metal,Gothic Metal,Classical,Oldies Rock,Pop
  • Favourite artist: Ville Valo,Tuomas Holopainen,Tarja Turunen,Ville Laihiala
  • Favourite style of art: Literature :D
  • Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano First Generation
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tweety :D
  • MSN: basakgunel@hotmail.com

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I find myself pretty crazy actually...I dream a lot and I don't regret it. I often wish I lived a different life.
I believe in passion more than love. As a matter of fact, love sucks.. LOL
LONG LIVE ABAZATOWN!!!

oh and..did i mention that I looooove Ville Valo and Ville Laihiala??? *fangirl moment alert*
:D
<3

We all want to escape, don't we?

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 8:52 AM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: A tout le Monde - Megadeth
  • Reading: Stephen King
  • Watching: -
  • Playing: -
  • Eating: surprisingly nothing
  • Drinking: -
Lately I have been thinking about how I really want to escape, not like getting suicidal or anything but I REALLY want to get away from here and just tour around the world for a while. I don't know; maybe for a few months or something. Of course I had been thinking about it every now and then but lately this need has increased within me. I think I am also in depression because I looked to symptoms of depression in the Internet and most of the symptoms match with what I am going through right now. It is absolutely unbelievable but I totally don't feel like eating anything for a week (You can also say I am feeding on chocolate =D ) and this is not me normally. I cannot focus as well and the other day I was on my way to Aachen with a friend and this other friend talked about how the Germans are so hard-working and that one of my friends knocked the door of this german friend one day to invite her to watch TV and she found her with her notes,already fallen asleep and this really got me down. Me? I sit on the desk trying to concentrate and I can't, I get busy with the laptop blablablabla and then somebody invites me to go out and I go out because I am so bored of "trying to study" thing. Everybody is so succesful and they manage everything (this includes cleaning their rooms, partying,studying all at the same time) and I cannot even do these properly.
When I say to people that I am a failure, they say "no" but I actually am.
I really want to get away. I wish I had the money though.
Oh and, the germans in my uni SUCK (no offense to my german friends here :aww: ). They think they are something but they are just shit. My sympathy for them has been decreasing day by day.

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:iconpunkslutriot:
Fatman !! :batman:

Scarecrow: Me, in a thong??

:rofl:

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I gave up long ago painting love with crimson flow..
Ran out of blood and hope.. So I paint you no more..
:iconbassiepie:
abi çok komik ya :lmao:
yannız çok güzel bi oyun Kİ ben biliosun oyunlardan annamam :D en sonu çok güzeldi. orası asylum di mi? orda geçio yani :D
:iconpunkslutriot:
Ewt, Asylum'da gecio :D Sana daha cok video atarım..

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I gave up long ago painting love with crimson flow..
Ran out of blood and hope.. So I paint you no more..
:iconpunkslutriot:
Dadılar Bayramın mubarek olsun :D :D :D

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I gave up long ago painting love with crimson flow..
Ran out of blood and hope.. So I paint you no more..
:iconbassiepie:
çok teşekkürler efenim :D dadılar yaaaa ahahahaha :D
off ya bugün de napsam bilmiyorum :( kostümüm de yok zaten :(
:iconpunkslutriot:
Yes, it's mein teil :D :D :D

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I gave up long ago painting love with crimson flow..
Ran out of blood and hope.. So I paint you no more..
:iconpunkslutriot:
Ne demek hayırdır?? :unimpressed:

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I gave up long ago painting love with crimson flow..
Ran out of blood and hope.. So I paint you no more..
:iconbassiepie:
mein teil falan
:unimpressed:
güzel şarkı ama =D seni noyanito ve ışınsu fena etkilemiş galiba adamım o kıçını kaldırı;p başka şeyler dinlesen daha ii olabilir :unimpressed:
=D
:iconpunkslutriot:
Walla benim hayatımda ikisi de yokken Rammstein dinlerdim ayrıca cok dinlemedim ki :D

Asıl sen Star Wars seeret, sen seeredene kadar konusmıyciim senle :D :D

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I gave up long ago painting love with crimson flow..
Ran out of blood and hope.. So I paint you no more..

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